It's a whole new world!

Sorry I haven't blogged in a while, I've been... not busy, well I have been busy, not to busy to write but preoccupied. Thats a better word for it. I have been preoccupied, discovering a new world! It's not actually a new world, its always been here, I suppose, but I wasn't aware of it. A world where I can not only think about things but finish a thought without being interrupted by an unwanted stressful moment. I have discovered that I am still alive inside this skin, me, just me, not me with a title that means nothing, but me as a person. I feel my blood flow, my honest creativity is flowing again. I thought I had lost that, sold out, gave it all away for a measly price, but I found it! 

I have learned a lot this past few weeks, it has only been 5 weeks since I left the work force, the best 5 weeks I have ever had. I have never felt this happy (as an adult) and I know I am lucky to be able to do this. But I also think I am extremely lucky to do this and know what I'm doing and be able to enjoy it.

I'm through rambling for today, more about MY new world tomorrow!