Monday, November 3, 2008

It's a whole new world!

Sorry I haven't blogged in a while, I've been... not busy, well I have been busy, not to busy to write but preoccupied. Thats a better word for it. I have been preoccupied, discovering a new world! It's not actually a new world, its always been here, I suppose, but I wasn't aware of it. A world where I can not only think about things but finish a thought without being interrupted by an unwanted stressful moment. I have discovered that I am still alive inside this skin, me, just me, not me with a title that means nothing, but me as a person. I feel my blood flow, my honest creativity is flowing again. I thought I had lost that, sold out, gave it all away for a measly price, but I found it! 

I have learned a lot this past few weeks, it has only been 5 weeks since I left the work force, the best 5 weeks I have ever had. I have never felt this happy (as an adult) and I know I am lucky to be able to do this. But I also think I am extremely lucky to do this and know what I'm doing and be able to enjoy it.

I'm through rambling for today, more about MY new world tomorrow!


Liesa said...

You are my idol.

Enjoy your life - you only have one!

Barb said...

You are so blessed to have this time! I am truly happy for you!